Global coherence

Mutual exclusivity is a myth grown stale. 

The inter - connections within ourselves and with others is morphing slowly (but insistently) into a singular vision. 

And how glorious is its reflection on our lives! There is a blend of color, a blend of thought, a blend of voice textures. 

It isn't without any opposition, of course, but in a way this opposition does carry forward the path to coherence. When it brings up a 'why', there is no choice but to answer it. When it brings up a 'why not', there is no choice but to gloriously achieve it.

Just to make my own post more coherent, yes I am talking about the globalization of the world in all aspects and the globalization of our own identities. No matter where we are or who we are, we cannot (and we need not) claim a monotony over our names and cultures and races anymore. And yet its representation - whether it is in the arts or in entertainment or in sports or in politics - is something that is still being resisted. Everyday local scenes at schools or grocery stores seem largely open and uncomplicated - common people are really not bothered much about these infidelities. It is only on the higher platforms that the police pop in with their moral duties, which seems ridiculous considering they are supposed to be the 'higher' platforms.

"What can be done?" is a question which has to be answered on a personal level by everyone, and that will automatically lead to a melting pot of resolutions.There are policies and amendments abound everywhere, yet the fight for more representation of women continues; more representation of all races continues; more representation of all skin colors continues; more representation of all orientations of all types continues.

Sometimes it is worth pondering if our sensitivity to all these factors - of gender, skin, nationality etc speaks of our awareness (because we are aware and 'sensitive' about it) or if it is a curse in disguise because we STILL take these outward factors into consideration. 

Awareness is one thing, differentiation and marginalization based on that awareness is quite another.

And so the fight still continues, in this era and this age, and THAT is kind of absurd and unacceptable.

Or is it?

Image - Radhika Prabhu

'Untitled', Mixed Media on paper, 2014

 www.artbyradhika.wordpress.com

'Because I am made up of sea - dust, sprinkled with the sands of a timeless shore

YONDER - A (short) short story

Since he came to know he was soon going to become a father, his only hope was for his child to have the gift of sight.

Blindness had engulfed him from his 11^th year. It had confused him if he ought to be happy that he had at least some memories of sight to fall back on, or feel frustrated that a rude joke had been played on him. It wasn’t frustration at not being able to see anymore, but frustration at knowing how it was impossible to see any more, any further. Now, as he listened to his child's heartbeat as he placed his palm o the womb, all his frustrations from his life metamorphosed into helpless pleads, a helpless begging for his yet unborn child.

But months later, the day he held her tiny form in his hands and was assured that she could definitely see him and was probably forming her first memories and sensations of her father, his deepening sorrow knew no bounds.

He realized he had absolutely no control over what he wanted her to see in him.

In between clenched sobs, he secretly wondered if he could lead her to see into him too one day.

 His fears were very soon assuaged, though.

A few days before her eighth birthday, she complained to him that she got really tired of looking at the same patterns on her bedspread that stared dully at her every night, and asked for plain white spreads as a birthday gift. And within weeks after receiving it, she began telling him about the amazing images with exotic stories that were born on the white every night.

She told him how she could see into the white, and it had blood in multiple hues.

She enjoyed cutting through the reflections. Through the obvious into the myriad.

That night, as he lay patting her head, he knew that his prayers had been answered, perhaps a bit too generously.

He felt a throbbing sadness for her and her life; for she could see beyond the white but not the white itself. And because she could see more, she would, for the world which reveled in repetitive patters, remain utterly blind.

Just like him.

Winter Past

Footsteps.

Fog steps.

Fog. Steps

in, leaving behind its tangible, melting

coat. Voices all muffled,

scuffle amidst the fireplaces.

Gently. And
outside,

the bloodless, dense limb wraps

the grey city of doll houses;

squeezing it, caressing its

green pools of hazels and birch.

Crumbling crusts of brown sticking out

like tongues mocking at the absence of

snow. It is quiet. Still. Till someone,

inside,

sips, in the middle of their hot

supper, its frosty fingers sunk somewhere

in their murky soup.

Paper People teach us what Art can achieve

Carving cities in your flesh, skins tickling your mind;

Their lives but leaves of apparition in an erudite rain.

They are monochrome people, who live in a flat world of white paper and black ink. We all know them, each of us in a different way.
But their weight is either heavily light, or lightly heavy.

And they are, for me, one of the best parts of Literature.
The first is, of course, the extraordinary beauty of the syncopation of words, of the power of the tiniest sentence to evoke the most striking images. And then is this - this whole plethora of people that come out of these spaces and times within the lines, and soak into your life as if their presence has always been there, albeit invisibly.

They haunt you, they soothe you, they comfort you and inspire you, they lead you towards and unexpected catharsis. What makes them extremely relatable is, on one side, the expertness of the writer with his art, and on the other, more importantly, the subconscious awareness that they are not entirely fictional. They would have stemmed from some experience of the writer, some experience of another living being just like us who has metamorphosed them into paper people. It is this sublime comfort that even our deepest experiences, sorrows and joys have all been experienced by others, in different levels and intensities that lingers with us. They are an ambiguous hint that all human experience is shared experience, just not shared at the same time and same place together.

And that, to me , is one of the greatest achievements of art - to bind humanity in an invisible thread of awareness of each other and of themselves, and bring in a sense of solidarity on the subconscious level.

Bhutan - A Picture Diary

What better way to bring in the new year than with travel and dance. Here's the photo story of my new year trip to Bhutan.
HELLO 2016!!!

A Deeper Answer to India

Perhaps, all that is happening is still stemming from the insecurity that colonization had sowed. The past definitely has answers.

If only we take the trouble to look.

Some say we are tolerant, and others say no. 

But more than the fact that it could be a political agenda to defame Modi Government (of which I was and I still am a supporter of except the middle men who assume their power to interfere with ridiculous views), what makes me cringe is the names of people who are taking the respective stands.

If you take a stand, you need to prove that you have already applied or are applying that view practically in your actions.

But all we see is very wise manipulation of each one's personal conveniences.

Those who say one cant make a big deal out of singular events, are the very ones who are making a big deal of other singular events that do not sink with their views. 

Are you trying to say that if it is just one life it has no value?

Those who cry foul at sour grapes hardly get off their ass when the grapes are sweeter closer their own home.

Those who try to speak the truth for the betterment of all (optimistically assuming that is the agenda of everyone) are ridiculed as unpatriotic, and those who fake blind love are agreed with more.

How exactly is a country supposed to progress if you refuse to see its loopholes? 

Where is the question of defamation? 

Who else are we mass Indians conditioned to actually listen to, if not film stars?

What other form of protest can an artist take (taking into account the 'stand' that most of them have here.Yes. Face the truth), other than return awards? 

There is some bad in what those in power are doing, and there is good in what those that aren't in power are doing.

Accept the grays, instead of painting everything black and white.

Everything should not be 'OK', as long as it does not bang on your door or disturb your sleep.

And there is a much deeper answer as well, to everything, and it is in the past. 

No one likes what happened to us during colonization, but it is a fact that cant be erased. 

Yes it happened, and yes we are still dealing with both the negative and positive effects of it. 

And as you see beneath the skin, you see the actual wound. 

It is the killing of her self respect that India is still trying to deal with, which is why she erupts at small little incidents. 

She is still afraid of being robbed, of being burdened, which is why part of her is fiercely, and sometimes impractically, possessive of her 'identity' (culture/values/religion and everything else), and part of her is trying, probably way too hard, to shake everything off and find her place in the 'new' world.

The calm 'thinking' middle ground has not been stuck yet. 

Or of it is, it is painfully hidden and unacknowledged.

And at this point of extreme social and political upheaval, we have to find the common ground. Which is, quite simply, taking into account that in spite of all developments there are countless Indians who are hungry and homeless.

We maybe tolerant of many things, but we cant still be tolerant of hunger and poverty.

Unless every citizen is fed, unless every 'Indian' has a simple roof at least to stay in, I, as a common citizen, find it hard to accept the shallow patriotism raising its head everywhere, irrespective of what 'party' it is.

We need pride, not shallow ego.